Which she obviously struggled with in the past, but the struggle had become much more prominent as she was in this last-ditch attempt effort at being Straight.
Once she accepted her feelings for women and herself, and slowly began to care about and understand herself more, she looked back on her past and how glaringly obvious it was that she had so many unresolved and strong feelings for Rachel.
Anyway, she acknowledged that there had been still were?? So, she moved forward and started dating women, which - yeah… she was definitely a lesbian. By the time she graduated and started a job at a publishing house in NYC, she was comfortable in her sexuality, relatively moved on from Rachel though would there always be that little thing she felt between them?? Meanwhile, Rachel completed NYADA, having learned and being more humbled by past experiences, age, and failures than most people who knew her had imagined possible.
She thought more before acting. After going to auditions after graduating NYADA, she got a supporting role in a show, which she did for over a year. She never would have guessed. The following year, she and Jesse got back together through working on the show he was developing. He was just too… Jesse - and how did Rachel go back to him when she deserved… the whole world? Rachel and Jesse got married impulsively, because of course they did.
You know the one:. The experience brought them even closer together, while putting a strain on both of their respective relationships. And even though he could possible appreciate the drama and the storytelling of it all, there was the fact that every time Rachel was upset or excited or nervous regarding the baby, the first one she wanted to talk about it to, was Quinn.
